Sex

This is about us people. - Having sex with others we feel attracted to.

- She keeps open up the present, to find that it's empty -

Lots of Love xoxo

Who are you?

You have to get lost to find yourself. 

We all have busy lives: work or school, family, hobbies, daily tasks, responsibility.. 

Aren't you often enough gliding from one situation of life to another? I do. And when I do, everyday, there isn't a lot of time to think about myself. And if there is time, I use it for sleep. 

Sleep as a kind regeneration..just sleeping, because I'm tired, without really thinking about anything else, than sleeping itself. But this regeneration is not a real relaxation. 

Regeneration to me means, getting your physical power back. You need to be fit to master your everyday life, so you sleep. Relaxation is more - it's not only physical, but mental.

Sleeping, or regeneration, can be an emotional cure as well..from stress or as a remedy to overcome a bad day. But real mental attention can be just given by relaxation.

We all need to relax sometimes. Really renew ourselves. 

- Consciously take time to think about yourself. What kind of person are you? What do you want in your life? 

Find yourself. 

Because you will have these moments in life, which will "bring you back" to where you were before. You will have moments, where you won't be able to think about what is good for you. And then you'll do crazy, stupid shit...because you're mentally not prepared for doing awesome things.

As for me, I was so happy, when I found an entry about "how i think a perfect life should be" in my diary..It was one of the moments my emotions told me "this is how." about a situation and person, that really didn't suited any of my expectations. I am so happy, that I used a moment of sanity to write down what I want for myself in life. 

Lots of Love xoxo

Remind yourself of

Sometimes you forget, how you have lived before this one person came into your life.
But you have lived. And i believe it was quite awesome at moments.

Lots of Love xoxo

You are here!

I'm often scared of places I'll have to go in life. I don't like changes and would love life to stay as it is right now. But then I remember this quote - and I feel good. God knows better, right? 

The place where you are now, god marked on a map for you.

Lots of Love xoxo

Stand Up :-)

Some people are to awesome to stay on this earth...but I believe, real and deep love can fight cancer.

Lots of Love xoxo

piece of art

artist: Jack Vettriano

It's not the situation and setting. It's not the picture itself..Actually it's the title:

Dance me to the End of Love

I read the title of this artwork and it blows my mind away. I can imagine so many scenes that would fit this name and it's amazing. Try.

Lots of Love xoxo

Powerful

The way we see people, is the way we are with them.

Lots of Love xoxo

Our god is able.

Our god is able. He is mighty. He is faithful.

And he never sleeps, he never slumbers.

He never tires of hearing our prayer.

When we are weak he becomes stronger.

So rest in his love and cast all of your cares on him. 

Lots of Love xoxo

..and then it reaches your mind..

Every now and then I believe everyone comes to the point to ask theirselves:

What's the sense of this all?

What's the sense of being alive and living this life? Why are we doing things and why do things exist? Does everything happen for a reason and what for are the people in our life? Why do we even ask ourselves all these questions and think about stuff like that...is it helpful in any way or bring us forward? There are a lot more questions to ask.

I'm very interested in philosophy and psychology. I often read biographies of philosophs and get in touch with ther theories. If I start to wonder about something, like love or friendship, I look for answers in psychology, philosophy, biology..In science. It is truly amazing, how much science can tell us about the world around us. Did you know that depression can be seen by a brain x-ray, because your brain structure changes if you have depression? Or did you know that in the first moment you are attracted by people who smell different than you do, because nature thinks, they have a very variated genpool and you can reproduce with them best? Did you know that guys are most creative, when they feel lust and that therefore a lot of male artists have a muse? You see. It's amazing, what science knows and I always look for answers in science, when I come to the point of my life's sense.

All the information: theories, media, life, experience, thoughts, people around us... that can really confuse us, when we are looking for a sense in something.

I had a tough time lately and I feel like I looked for a sense everywhere. I couldn't even stand silence, because it made me thoughtful and I got lost in my thoughts. Eventually I took rest, because I was so tired from thinking and tired from searching..

And then I found this song about love. I listened to it and felt better.

No matter how bad I feel, I always end up there. In front of god. 

Of course, I know about god all the time in my confusion, but often enough I don't want to talk to him. But in the end, he is the only one to give me the peace I need and to fill my confusion with love:

Lots of Love xoxo