Feelings x

Some weeks ago someone asked me to write down things, that make me happy. My list was longer than two pages..There are really a million things in life, that cheer me up. And then there are this moments I just feel like an emotional wreck. Everyone has it.
What makes you happy then? I don't know what makes me happy then..or if any of the things on my list would make me happy then.

So what is it really to create happiness? What is it? Certainly it has to be something to make you happy at any time..unless it isn't of that kind, it isn't real. That can't be a never ending list of beautiful things.

What then? I really want to know it.

PS: I love God to join my mourning. Maybe he is my happy?

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Lots of Love xoxo